So, I went to the clinic yesterday and rescheduled a new appointment for my "Road to Start T".  When I got home, I told my mom, and she said that if I start T, and can't live at my current home (with her and my father) anymore.  My mom is backing my father up 100%, which I am definitely not used to...So now I'm looking for a new place to live.  My old counselor from my ex LGBTQ after school program is looking into housing options for me, as well as any job options.  I'm waiting for my housing application to come in through the mail so I can apply for housing.  I don't know if my friend was serious about us living together...in a way I wouldn't mind, but in a way, I also like my privacy.  I don't know.  But if I do live in a LGBTQ housing, I will be sharing anyways....With people I don't know....but it's free....UGH so confusing!  I wish my parents would just accept me for who I am and let me stay with them until I am ready to leave, not throw me out like I'm trash.  I'M YOUR KID FOR F***S SAKE.  So what, Dad, if I'm not your little girl, but I'm gonna be your only son!  You should be happy, not upset!   You get the son you always wanted, and you're blowing it.  And then my sister is another one.  Taking away my nephews because, I'm not gonna be Titi, I'm gonna be Tio.  I thought my mom, who said she would love me no matter what, would understand and support me, but no you wanna take my dad's side.  Well f**k you to then!  I'm sick of this, I'll move out then, and I'll become who I want to truly be, and when I become successful, then you could go f**k yourself!  I'll find my way, whether you with me or not, I will succeed and I will be a success, unlike you, mom, dad, and my sister!